Friday, January 30, 2009

Letter from an Israeli Soldier

I received this today from Yitzhak Sokoloff of Keshet - our Israel Tour Company. This powerful letter speaks for itself.

Dear friends,

This letter from an Israeli soldier who served in Gaza just reached me. It reminded me of a very similar experience that I had in Lebanon as part of the IDF in the first Lebanese war. If only we could find a way for history to stop repeating itself..I thought that you would find it worth reading.

Shabbat Shalom,Yitzhak Sokoloff
Keshet: The Center For Educational Tourism in Israel


An Open Letter to a Citizen Of Gaza:

I Am the Soldier Who Slept In Your Home:By: Yishai G (reserve soldier)Hello,While the world watches the ruins in Gaza, you return to your homewhich remains standing. However, I am sure that it is clear to you that someone was in your home while you were away.

I am that someone.I spent long hours imagining how you would react when you walked intoyour home. How you would feel when you understood that IDF soldiers had slept on your mattresses and used your blankets to keep warm.

I knew that it would make you angry and sad and that you would feel this violation of the most intimate areas of your life by those defined as your enemies, with stinging humiliation. I am convinced that you hate me with unbridled hatred, and you do not have even thetiniest desire to hear what I have to say. At the same time, it isimportant for me to say the following in the hope that there is eventhe minutest chance that you will hear me.

I spent many days in your home. You and your family's presence was felt in every corner. I saw your family portraits on the wall, and I thought of my family. I saw your wife's perfume bottles on thebureau, and I thought of my wife. I saw your children's toys and their English language schoolbooks. I saw your personal computer andhow you set up the modem and wireless phone next to the screen, just as I do.

I wanted you to know that despite the immense disorder you found inyour house that was created during a search for explosives and tunnels (which were indeed found in other homes), we did our best totreat your possessions with respect. When I moved the computer table, I disconnected the cables and lay them down neatly on the floor, as I would do with my own computer. I even covered the computer from dustwith a piece of cloth. I tried to put back the clothes that fell whenwe moved the closet although not the same as you would have done, but at least in such a way that nothing would get lost.

I know that the devastation, the bullet holes in your walls and thedestruction of those homes near you place my descriptions in aridiculous light. Still, I need you to understand me, us, and hopethat you will channel your anger and criticism to the right places.I decided to write you this letter specifically because I stayed in your home.

I can surmise that you are intelligent and educated and there arethose in your household that are university students. Your children learn English, and you are connected to the Internet. You are notignorant; you know what is going on around you.

Therefore, I am sure you know that Qassam rockets were launched from your neighborhood into Israeli towns and cities.

How could you see these weekly launches and not think that one day we would say "enough"?! Did you ever consider that it is perhaps wrong to launch rockets at innocent civilians trying to lead a normal life, much like you? How long did you think we would sit back without reacting? I can hear you saying "it's not me, it's Hamas."

My intuition tells me you are not their most avid supporter. If you look closely at the sad reality in which your people live, and you do not try to deceive yourself or make excuses about "occupation," you must certainly reach the conclusion that the Hamas is your real enemy.

The reality is so simple, even a seven year old can understand: Israel withdrew from the Gaza strip, removing military bases and itscitizens from Gush Katif. Nonetheless, we continued to provide youwith electricity, water, and goods (and this I know very well asduring my reserve duty I guarded the border crossings more than once,and witnessed hundreds of trucks full of goods entering a blockade-free Gaza every day).

Despite all this, for reasons that cannot be understood and with alack of any rational logic, Hamas launched missiles on Israeli towns.For three years we clenched our teeth and restrained ourselves. In the end, we could not take it anymore and entered the Gaza strip,into your neighborhood, in order to remove those who want to kill us. A reality that is painful but very easy to explain.

As soon as you agree with me that Hamas is your enemy and because ofthem, your people are miserable, you will also understand that thechange must come from within. I am acutely aware of the fact thatwhat I say is easier to write than to do, but I do not see any otherway. You, who are connected to the world and concerned about your children's education, must lead, together with your friends, a civiluprising against Hamas.

I swear to you, that if the citizens of Gaza were busy paving roads,building schools, opening factories and cultural institutions insteadof dwelling in self pity, arms smuggling and nurturing a hatred toyour Israeli neighbors, your homes would not be in ruins right now.If your leaders were not corrupt and motivated by hatred, your homewould not have been harmed. If someone would have stood up and shouted that there is no point in launching missiles on innocent civilians, I would not have to stand in your kitchen as a soldier.

You don't have money, you tell me? You have more than you can imagine.Even before Hamas took control of Gaza, during the time of Yasser Arafat, millions if not billions of dollars donated by the world community to the Palestinians was used for purchasing arms or takendirectly to your leaders bank accounts. Gulf States, the emirates -your brothers, your flesh and blood, are some of the richest nationsin the world. If there was even a small feeling of solidarity between Arab nations, if these nations had but the smallest interest in reconstructing the Palestinian people - your situation would be very different.

You must be familiar with Singapore. The land mass there is not muchlarger than the Gaza strip and it is considered to be the second most populated country in the world. Yet, Singapore is a successful, prospering, and well managed country. Why not the same for you? My friend, I would like to call you by name, but I will not do sopublicly. I want you to know that I am 100% at peace with what mycountry did, what my army did, and what I did. However, I feel your pain. I am sorry for the destruction you are finding in yourneighborhood at this moment.

On a personal level, I did what I couldto minimize the damage to your home as much as possible. In my opinion, we have a lot more in common than you might imagine. I am a civilian, not a soldier, and in my private life I have nothingto do with the military. However, I have an obligation to leave my home, put on a uniform, and protect my family every time we are attacked. I have no desire to be in your home wearing a uniform again and I would be more than happy to sit with you as a guest on yourbeautiful balcony, drinking sweet tea seasoned with the sage growing in your garden. The only person who could make that dream a reality is you.

Take responsibility for yourself, your family, your people, and start to take control of your destiny. How? I do not know. Maybe there is something to be learned from the Jewish people who rose up from themost destructive human tragedy of the 20th century, and instead of sinking into self-pity, built a flourishing and prospering country.It is possible, and it is in your hands. I am ready to be there toprovide a shoulder of support and help to you.

But only you can move the wheels of history."

Regards,Yishai, (Reserve Soldier)

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